doubt and hope

Loud voices of doubt ringing through my head,
telling me what to do.
telling me what to be.
telling me to to give in against my will,
telling me flow in this one directional stream.
Drowning and concealing my free will and identity .
Even then,among all this Disquieting variance,
beaten down,
yet in the back of my mind I still believe on the
possiblity that one day will come when this
fight will be won .
Courage will go beyond my cowardice and insecurity,
and my choices ont be clouded my fear..
fear of rejection
but be my true nature and be the
person i want to be ,
not the person i am supposed to be .

Full of life ,contentment and hope